I don't think you're a bad person. In fact, when we were together you were one of the kindest, sweetest, and most generous people I've ever known. However, when we weren't together you didn't treat me as well, and I deserve more. You didn't wish me a happy valentine's day, and you weren't a good communicator despite multiple conversations saying that it was something that needed to be improved.
You were an important part of my life and you changed me in ways you will never truly know, but for which I will always be grateful. I am so glad that I met you and that I was able to have you in my life for the past 5 months. I will miss you. I will miss our friendship. I will miss O. I will miss your horrible taste in TV shows. I will miss the way you smell. I will not miss the thing that ultimately became a deal breaker, and I hope you keep things under control. I want only good things for you.
When I gave you a hug goodbye, I couldn't summon the words I needed to say, so I hope the hug conveyed my thoughts to you. But in case it didn't, what I wanted to say was: Thank you. Good luck. I will miss you. I wish you good things and a good life. I don't want to say goodbye to you, but this is the right thing for both of us. And even though it's trite, I truly hope that someday we can be friends, because I like having you in my life; but if we can't be friends know that I will always be thankful for having known you.
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